Ryan Gray
Dive into the explosive, raw, and vulnerable story of a man’s search for sanity amid his increasing dependence on DXM (dextromethorphan), the active ingredient in Robitussin and other cough suppressant medications. In Volume One, you’ll enter the underbelly of York, PA as the narrator navigates the streets and his new normal.In 2007, Ryan Gray was on and off the streets-living the last days of his existence as an active addict. He stayed in several halfway houses, had friends who were kind enough to let him sleep in their homes, and sometimes stayed at a nearby shelter. Volume One of his autobiographical narrative chronicles the events leading through the ’twilight’ of his addiction, from meeting a native of York who became like a brother, to when Ryan began to inwardly sense his own futility, to making the choice to leave behind the middle-class life he knew. Twilight in York: Volume One is written in the style of Jack Kerouac, with a stream of consciousness effect as well as grammatical alterations. Heavy with explicit drug use, this read is best suited for adults. Though heavy and dark, Twilight in York, Volume One has a simple, easy-to-follow plot that appeals to the masses. Drug addicts, family and friends of addicts, homeless (and formerly homeless) people, and the mentally ill will resonate with Ryan’s down-to-earth voice and relatable stories. This is more than an autobiography. This is a reality that many face when mental illness is pushed to the edges of society. Too many think, ’I want to help but not in my backyard,’ that those suffering are forced onto the streets and forgotten about instead of receiving the help that they need. Luckily, Ryan Gray is still here to share his story and help bring a voice to those who are still struggling. Everyone who is of the age that they may be thinking about trying drugs should read this book. There is explicit content, but that adds to the importance of this message.-Randi-Lee Bowslaugh, Author This raw and truly gritty narrative will capture the reader in a ride through the eyes and mind of the addict. Ryan Gray’s story left me uncomfortable at times in the best way; forcing me to open my eyes to a side of mental illness and addiction that only the author, or a true sufferer can understand. As a close family member of an addict, I believe this story will create a level of empathy for those recovering, others in the throes of sickness, the homeless and the mentally ill; whilst allowing the reader to draw their own conclusions based on their family situations and personal backgrounds. 'Twilight in York: Volume 1' takes the Reader through a journey that leads to a place where you are invested and want more. This story of human experience, trials, tribulations and failures all culminate in the necessity of Volume 2 and I for one am looking forward to that.-Teresa Rosario-Hernandez, host of ’Prosecco Queens Podcast’
