Obsessed

Calling a man a snake can mean that he’s romantically deceitful or untrustworthy. That’s Nixon.  I care about him more than anybody else in the world, but that wasn’t enough.  No matter what I do or how far I run, he will never let me go. He doesn’t understand. But what happens when you can’t handle it anymore? What happens when you use everything within you to try and repair yourself before you have a mental breakdown? What happens when you are consumed by him? I am the violent death. I will be his destruction. She is the goddess of violent death to my destruction. She deserves better but I won’t let her go. She can run but she can’t hide. She is just as addicted to me as I am to her. I have only ever been loyal to Phoenix because I don’t know how to control my impulses. She doesn’t understand. What happens when the main source of my pain is her? What happens if I try to let her go? What happens when she consumes me? I am the destruction and I will destroy her. Will Love or Destruction win?